So everything is going ok i guess just really busy...
I will be a member of Phi sigma Pi in less then a month and thats exciting... Got my big mr Tom LaForgia
(president) and hes cool got me some awesome presents can't wait to see what he thinks of next. Formal is in Ocean City, MD april 19 thats going to be nothing but fun. Look forward to all of that
Today i got elected as the Vice President of Recreation Society. Have some good plans for that organization, somethings we can do and places to go. So excited for that.
GOt my internship at Great Adventure. Still waiting to hear back for Hershey Park which what i really want. i really want to get some classes in this summer so i'm not uber stressed next year.
All the new babys are in the world. which is exciting. h
I want to let you in on a secret. I'm not who you think I am. In fact,
my disguise is so thin I'm surprised you haven't seen right through me.
I'm the girl of your dreams masquerading as your best friend. Sometimes
I want to rip off the façade like I did at the spring formal. But I
can't because you'll get scared and you'll run away again. So I decided
that it's better to live with the lie than expose my true feelings. My
dad said there are two types of girls -- the ones you grow out of and
the ones you grow into. I really hope I'm the latter. I may not be the
one you love today, but I'll let you go for now, hoping one day you'll
fly back to me. Because I think you're worth the wait.
- Smallville.
I normally hate smallville. I think that sums it up though.
You are worth the wait. Someday.
Someday...
So I felt as though I should finally write a blog here since I have had this thing since the Sigmas left for mexico...what to talk about. I love Sigma. I love learning about all of its history and everything that we get to do once we are full fledged members. I mean it is already so amazing and it just keeps getting better everyday.
Sometimes I honestly wonder if I will be able to handle all of this this semester. I mean there is school, sigma, bonner, hopefully theater, possibility of RA, and just everything else. It is worth it, but at the same time I just hope that I can dedicate myself fully to everything. Anyways. I just wanted to write something in here at least.
I get my first present from my Big tonight. I am really curious about who it is, but right now the fun is really in the mystery. I made them a mix cd...I really hope that she likes it!
Anyways, I have to go off to a writing fellow meeting. Whoopie...
Love,
Lindsay
Hey Everyone
i have to say york is treating me well again. for two semesters in a row. wow didn't think that was a possiblity,,,lol all my professors are really learnable thats the best way i can put it, Although i have to say that my latin america teacher looks just like vinny puglisi like they could at least be distant cousins...tall with th curlly hair with the nose..lol can't help but think it when ever i go to class and were talking about latin america where dana is so its all so ironic...i think. Jaime is coming next weekend with Don and like i said before i'll believe it when i see it, i love her and everything but its a far drive and i hate doing it and she has another half hour then me lol...hopefully since don is coming that'll make it better for her, cause i miss her and things really just aren't the same. i finished my resume, put the security deposit on my house all by myself as did britt. all seems to be well as long as i get the intership i want. which honestly is the hershey one...not that i don't want to be arounf all my friends family and co families this summer i would just love to branch out for myself, althought i'm sure i'll be around for peoples birthdays and holidays, AKA dana, Sal, megh,anne jane, forth of july things of that nature... lol i just really want to get going with all my stuff.
i don't think anyone can understand what happened to me on Wed. that i was sitting in class with julie lecturing about organizing rec things and it just totally hit me that this is definatly what i want to do with my life, that if i had one choisce and this was it that this path has the potential to make me happy for the rest of my life. and there is no other thing on the planet that can give you such a sign of relief and joy.
Much love to everyone...especailly my over seas Head Friend. hope you're having all kinds of fun and i expect a postcard sometime soon if nothing eles...lol
Love <3
I'm falling in love with all of our potentials. Seriously. And I can't even begin to express how excited I am for our new Eta class. I'm starting to see that all the stress, drama, and bitching is starting to pay off.
Last night was the Cocktail party with Phi Kap and I don't even know what to say about it. I had a blast and I know all of our girls had an amazing time. I managed to remember all of the night. There was some drama which I (somehow) avoided, and that's probably better. My only concern was the fact that Will and Matt managed to drag along a not so favorite person as a date. Boo that. And in true Megh fashion, I was the first one in the windowsill, dancing like an ass, and only 3 deep at that point. We spent over $300 on mixers, cheese/crackers (we're classy), and alcohol and we finished some bottles within an hour and a half. Awesome drunken time...
This morning was our spring retreat and it was, well, what I expected.
Lots of great ideas passed around, I just hope we really follow through
with everything. It was also our first meeting as an exec board
(AAAAHHHHH!!!) so that was interesting. But all in all, pretty great
weekend.
...Except for the fact that someone wrote "Mad Weiners Yo!!" on our wall and stole one of our really nice armchairs from the common room on Friday night. We're all livid. And campus safety is doing jack shit. Kelly is surprisingly helpful about it. So we're really hoping it turns up because that was a fucking comfy chair. And really nice. Fucking Ursinus.
I feel like such a nerd talking about Sigma so much, but that is ALL I think about anymore. Give me a month and I'll be relatively normal again. Hopefully.
And random thought....Spring break on a cruise ship with my sisters or
in Tennessee in a GORGEOUS log cabin with an assortment of Phi Kaps and
random chicks/girlfriends/possibly Max. Hmmmmmm....decisions
decisions...
So department of publis saftey paid me a vist tonight...SUCKS
no fine yet and not even that worried casue i'm 21 and he said it won't be bad...but the worst part is that i just got back from the liquor store. so sad. all of it gone.
in other news i found a life long friend in dwayne but nothing more then that...
and kristy totally fell down the stairs last night like a slinky...omg funniest thing ever after she got up and she was alright.
thats my update for now and my first weekend back at YCP.
Classes haven't even started and my head is going to implode. I have so much planning and delegating to do this semester, completely outside of my academics. All I've thought about all break is Sigma. All the time, it's Sigma. NME is close to kicking my ass already. And sometimes I feel like Ann and I are the only ones excited to be initiating a (hopefully) huge class. It's just been frustrating, that's all. I feel really anxious about getting all of this done, and doing NME well, and negativity is soooooo not helping. And I just got an email from Greg about our new IGC board. It's gonna be so weird. I'm Community Social, so thats all fun, but the only national member on the whole board. I can see already how pissy some people will get at me. I just hope they care half as much as I do about changing how Greek life is on this campus. Not like an overhaul, just better than it is now, because Greek relations blow at this point. But yeah, Greg wants it to be a completely Student-run group, where we plan all our exec meetings, plus general council, and he wants to meet with us twice a week. Him and Todd are going to be around as "a connection to the administration to Urisnus." I mean, I'm excited about it all...really. I'm just nervous about this all falling by the wayside or not being taken seriously. I hate when I'm way more excited about something than the people I'm working with
In general though, break has been pretty boring. The most fun I've had was when Jeff was here, random nights with Jess or Annie, or when I drove up to school to hang out with people. Everyone else around here is way lame anymore. I'm really excited to move back to 308 officially this Friday. I just have to make sure I don't sprain any ankles or cause any commotion like I did this past August. Bad life choices. It will be alot of crafting and planning this weekend. And with Max in AC for the weekend it will be all Sigma, all the time. Jesus. I love my purple and white, but it can get to you after a while...
Oh and because this thing doesn't have that little "listening to" prompt like my old Blurty, I'm just gonna post music so you kids can enjoy whatever I'm listening to right now.